It has been months since my last entry. I have been neglectful. I have been lazy. Not much has been going on in my life. It consists of work and sleep and not much else. My schedule changed a couple months ago so I am working 2-11pm, so since it is in the middle of the day and such a shit schedule I go home thinking I am going to be doing stuff around the house and I end up too tired and worn out to do anything and just want to relax and fall asleep, and I don’t wake up early enough in the morning to be able to do anything either. It is really made me be like a lazy slob. I am working on changing that, but it is just a matter of trying to condition myself to wake up earlier, which I have been trying to do but it is a struggle to do the opisite of what I have been doing for years. Anyway, I need to do a refocus and regrouping.
One bit of strangeness is since I have come back from my Oklahoma vacation I have been talking to Tammy again. I am being careful and nothing is serious or anything. Right now we are in the planning stages of her coming to visit me in March when she has spring break. She is going to school and learning stuff which I am proud of. I always knew she was smart, and she is proving it to herself by getting good grades and stuff. She quit drinking and smoking but has “found god” so she substituted one addiction for another. Hopefully she will be free of that in the near future. The church is helping her out and is there for her, so that is a good thing I guess. That is people doing it not “god” though, as much as people are delusioned in that whole god will provide bs.
I have spent the last few days updating wordpress. Installed the new version and the new version of the theme. Took some things out and still have a few things to do. Otherwise it is pretty much done. I am still waiting for gallery 3 to update enough for me to move them from 2 embeded to 3 and then embed it into wordpress. I wish I was a better coder. Anyway. I need to pay more attention to my sites and do some thinking about where crazycomputing and carrotjuice needs to go. They have been long neglected and carrotjuice was overblown with forum spam. I had to kill 5000+ users and all my forums to get rid of it all.